Length loses my interest, I'm a realist, I'm insatiable.

'ello.

i need a hobby.
yet i have a theory.
why would i want a hobby? i would have to stick to a hobby. i would much rather do something i enjoy and would like to stick to...
like sleeping.
i think many would agree that sleep is a fine hobby.
yet since it is only 1 in the afternoon i find it would be a little early to head down for a nap.

SO i find myself writing in this here blog after spending an hour taking pointless tests on financial literacy. which i am already pretty literate in. deductibles. the number 72. and the IRS takes all your money, it's quite simple. what one goes through to graduate.

school has been 'uber' difficult to attend lately. it's warm outside. i want to go play. go swimming. go dancing. go ghost hunting (i'm going this weekend...YES) go long boarding (no robbie i haven't hurt myself...yet). it's funny how the sun turns me into a deprived child.

WELL yesterday again finding ways to waste my time i created a list of 101 places to kiss/make out before you die. i created this list and intend to, throughout my remaining single life, attempt each of these and rate them and give my thoughts. i have only yet begun.
[and if i do not accomplish i would like others who have done any of these to give their insight to the matter]

1. airplane bathroom
2. cash wash
3. locked in a car trunk
4. roller coaster
5. ocean/ beach
6. top of the Eiffel tower
7. photo booth
8. elevator
9. parachuting/ sky driving
10. in the mud
11. in a church
12. at a library
13. park
14. hiking/rock climbing
15. in a tree house
16. on top of mt rushmore
17. willy wonka's glass elevator
18. middle of a concert/ mosh pit
19. surfing
20. in the rain
21. ski lift
22. on a hammock
23. in a freezer (including grocery stores)
24. VW van
25. in front of your parents
26. on a balcony
27. mattress in a store
28. on a roof
29. during a light show
30. at a drive-in movie
31. on a bridge
32. in a hot air balloon
33. on a bus
34. in a restaurant bathroom
35. underwater
36. in a toy store (i would suggest the stuff animal section)
37. in a hot tub
38. at a elementary school
39. at disneyland (any ride)
40. in the middle of the street in the middle of the night.
41. under the stairs in an apartment building
42. on a waterslide
43. on the freeway
44. in a taxi
45. while watching the notebook (get notebooked)
46. on television (or on tape)
47. a kitchen counter
48. under a bridge
49. on a carriage ride
50. in a shower
51. under mistletoe
52. in the snow
53. in a department store fitting room
54. at the gym
55. while driving through a tunnel (hold breath maybe)
56. in an oven
57. in your parents bed
58. on a swing set
59. while camping/in a tent
60. in a bath tub
61. in an abandoned/or building house
62. random persons house or car
63. on a boat
64. on a picnic
65. in a tree
66. on a table
67. while playing twister
68. on a slip 'n slide
69. in a phone booth
70. in a fountain
71. in a limo
72. between a fence
73. like lady and the tramp (spaghetti)
74. on the top of a school
75. on a pool table
76. while being pulled over by a cop
77. at ikea....anywhere
78. at a museum
79. at a petting zoo or normal zoo
80. tanning bed
81. in a cemetery
82. on the hood of a car
83. on a teeter totter
84. sitting on top of monkey bars
85. on a motorcycle
86. on the top of a ferris wheel
87. on a tire swing
88. on a pool floatie
89. in a closet
90. on a rocking chair
91. in an apple orchard
92. under a rainbow
93. on top of a bunk bed
94. on a water bed
95. in the bed of a truck
96. in a sleeping bag
97. in a sandbox
98. on an ironing board
99. in a golf course at night
100. on a trampoline
101. on a running washing machine


again i must reiterate the point. i need a hobby.
you're little friend cyndel is a bit of a nerd.
i still need to create my 100 things to do this summer list.

i guess i should prepare for that whole college deal.
bleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeech.
i plan to attend the university of utah in the fall to much of my brothers chagrin.

i think i am going to wash my car in my driveway, or go to the gym, or hmm...get in my pajamas and watch across the universe.

farethewell readers.

thank you for reading.



love cyndel marie dodenbier

[fin]

what a day for a blog.

hello my dear sweet readers (or the lack of readers). i think that someday i will build up my fan base but really it's just at my family because well, they're blood so they have to act like they like me.

hehe.
you know i love you guys.

sooooo.
what is new?
i can't wait till summer. graduation is a very few months away and i can't wait. i'm sick of writing essays for ap lit.
what to do with my summer? i have a few options...

1. my friend kirsten jacox wants me to move to hawaii with her. we would live down there for a couple months and just live at the beach, maybe buy a car and live in there. also have silly little jobs, and most of all...get tan. sounds like a dream.

2. i would like to make a road trip to seattle washington to play with my dearest friend mason morgan. plus it'd be a ROAD TRIP. funn.

3. i guess i could stay home and work and prepare for college. for some reason i feel like this option is the only real plausible one. i doubt my mother and father will let me leave for long anyway. BUT the way i see it, i'm young and i'm going to have to grow up and go to college soon so i might as well make the summer a memorable one right?

i'm not sureeee.
but yeahh i'm at the brink of severe boredom.

thank you for reading.

love cyndel marie dodenbier.

fin.

i need your love, and it's legit. you must admit that we just fit.

okayyy.
so today is a monday, and there is no school. basically one of the greatest days in the life of a teenager. i've managed so much in a day, and i realize how useless school has become. YET graduation happens to be the top goal in my life thus far. honestly, i've spent twelve years and i must as well finish.
so today, i went to the gym, went tanning, got a car wash, made breakfast, took a shower, and got caught up on some chelsea lately. fantastic show. now i get to go to work in a few hours.

blech.

six days till vacation. how needed is this one? months of planning is finally coming together and we are going to have a blast. huh family? i'm sure robbie is the most eager of the family, but how adorable will it be to have our family together (...most of them...). i'm mostly excited to see my nephews, whom i adore, carter and davis be able to go on some rides and just be able to spend time with them i usually don't have.
i love them.

i don't have much to say.
i'm just sticking in there.
hold on there little youngster.

thank you for reading.

love



[i have a photo editing obsession. yes robbie those are the ear muffs you got me. :)]

cynamarie.

asian persuasion.

The dance they call preference occurred on january 10th of 2009. we went with the asian theme.
i went with daniel micheli.
jessica went with jack.
we went to walmart after wards. i go there too much.

The dance was a night to remember. full of random fun, panda express, and teacher turned DJ.
fin.

thanks for reading.

miss cyndel marie.

the trash washes up to shore, even in this land locked place.

this shall now be known as the first blog of 2009.

epic, dare i say.

i feel as though there are many things to say, none of which i have the desire (readily) to relay, yet will anyway. bare with me.

hello everyone who reads this dear blog-the majority would be my siblings who apparently don't have much to do at their work places, or like to check up on their youngest sibling. i prefer the second option. how are you doing? i find it interesting to be mixed up in this blogging world which i'm coming to find is larger than comprehension. i feel the same with facebook, and other social networks. my mother's coworker adds me, neighbors add me, and even my bishop adds me. the internet is no longer safe from the wide array of people watching over my life. possibly there is a big brother. intriguing.

i'm much too young for college. i've filled out numerous applications and have become too nervous to actually get myself to send them in. why is it that i can not be the cute five year old girl i used to be? growing up doesn't sound like much fun, yet half of me is ready to get out of high school and make it in the real world, yet i can no longer stand the institution which is lone peak high school.

speaking of the real world...i need to get out of utah. bubble. bubble. and i need to get out of lone peak high school. i adore everyone here, and life is great, in a relative sense, i just feel as though i need to get out and learn a thing or two. i want to go to seattle, or some other big city for college. the art institute called me today from there. arguably one of the most frightening experiences. help. what should i do? ugggh.

it's friday. new semester monday. let's see if i can not screw this one up. graduation steady approaches. ugh. repeat that. ugh. senior year should be exciting. i want it over. my schedule isn't difficult which makes attending seemingly difficult. AP lit, marketing (hopefully), academic study, seminary, T.A., and ancient world civilizations. i get out of school at about 12:15 everyday. **that is a note to heidi penrod** (i want to play with you guys)

i miss teresa rose. my other half went back to boston on monday. six more months till she's home with me again. possibly the slowest approaching six months. any one know the price for a round trip ticket to boston, mass? her and i had most likely the most epic winter break of my recollection, then as the dreaded school rears it's ugly head yet again, reality sets in and she leaves again. depressing.

did any of you know that i am writing a novel? it's full of wit and sarcasm. only a mere forty pages at the moment, not a big deal. not enough time in a day.

i need a hair cut. something new and unique. ideas are always helpful. -another note for the reader.

preference is tomorrow. i should probably make a bigger deal out of it, but i choose not to. i am going with a nice boy, daniel micheli. i am wearing this vintage kimono which is beautiful. i'm sure i'll put up pictures in the near future and relay the experience to you the reader.

i would rather not talk about boys. once things seemly are going well, everything changes. i should be happy...i need an oracle. how rad would that be?

don't you wish you could read minds? i'd fear the thought.

this blog is going places where it need not go. also the randomness is becoming extreme. i love you all. hope the new year is everything you hoped for.

thank you for reading.

love,

cyndel marie dodenbier.


fin...

if only you could give your life to literature, just don't read jane eyre.

so here i find myself on the dear ol' blog of miss marie kill beer.

i should have an alias with the many names which can be created with the current name that i have been given and am known by society.

anyway i've come to let the world wide web know my 100 things to do this winter list. Possibly my great lovely sister will read this, because well she's the only one who does, and give me help on this here list.

let the joy begin.
1.make a snowman
2. massive snowball fight
3. make snow angels
4. catch a snowflake on my tongue
5. go sledding
6. breakfast with Santa
7. watch both verisons of the Grinch
8. bring hot chocolate to friends-you know i make the best
9. hug everyone day
10. make a shirt for tess
11. stay up for three days straight with tess
12. go to club vortex
13. get a college guys number
14. watch elf with jarom hancock
15. make a new friend
16. go to an awesome show-X96 show
17. dress up week
18. knit a scarf for someone
19. work at a soup kitchen
20. sew a dress
21. senior project
22. make music videos with jack hegerman
23. go to an LP basketball game
24. kiss in the snow
25. help two people find romance
26. pass school.
27. perfect the art of doing donuts
28. "everything tess loves" party
29. actually attend a school dance
30. document a day in the life of cyndel
31. get 50 pages in my book-at least
32. become organized
33. start a continuing journal
34. put awesome color in hair
35. bake again
36. learn to save money $
37. make shirts for my friends with my face on it
38. finger paint party
39. get a striped turtleneck
40. watch every episode of the office
41. photo shoot! chelsie, cyndel, steven.
42. get footie jammies
43. make chocolate covered pretzels
44. kiss someone on valentine's day
45. give out awesome valentines
46. read jay's journal
47. throw a party
48. buy something flannel
49. pierce my ears
50. don't talk for an entire day
51. lose my voice
52. get tan :)
53. christmas movie marathon
54. make a tie dye dress
55. get carter and davis to remember my name
56. learn to sew
57. hoilday lights date-carriage
58. carriage ride in SLC--side note-- salt lake utah=SLUT.
59. apply for college
60. winter pool party
61. snow twister
62. take ACT
63. bring soup to a sick friend
64. get so cold that hair freezes
65. stick tongue to a frozen pole
66. hot tub party
67. lay in snow contest
68. stalk someone-ha
69. heart attack someones house
70. get fuzzy socks and tumor beanie
71. wear pajamas all day
72. hide-and-go-seek at ikea
73. go to a stake dance
74. write everyone notes telling them i love them
75. write andrew stott and other missionaries
76. attempt snowboarding
77. make it in the newspaper
78. work out the jarom plan with tess
79. get the used tickets for tess
80. fill someones car with fake snow
81. give money to a hobo
82. go caroling with current songs
83. go to savers with steven
84. hotel party in park city--girl weekend
85. fix friendships
86. ihop with tess at 2 am
87. get a pedicure
88. read books and hang out at starbucks
89. icicles fight
90. campfire in the snow
91. drink gas station hot chocolate
92. make the ultimate sled
93. make an ice rink in my neighborhood
94. visit an old friend
95. make breakfast for a good friend
96. nightgames in the snow
97. give out great presents
98. read to old people or children
99. draw portraits of all my friends
100. fall for someone

thanks for reading.

love <3

[miss cyndel marie]

cyndel marie dodenbier is now in paperback.

I have come to be bothered by my siblings for the rare occasion of me actually writing on this blog of mine. There is a reason, believe it or not. I could not think of the password for the life of me, and really didn't have much to write. So now I sit here typing aimlessly thinking of what great thoughts and commentary I could possible place in this here blog.
What is new in my little life? I am a big bad senior, who really everyday is waiting for the day she can go to college, and get out of the dim lit hallways of lone peak high school. I will graduate someday, even with the dismay of my 'rents. I keep busy with my school work, reading Jane Eyre lately. It is quite d u l l . Other than school I spend my afternoons at my place of business. It changes nearly everyday, but i usually spend it being the Thanksgiving Point candy girl. You'd be surprised how often I am mistaken for being twenty. Frightening. I am a baby.
So you ask what I do for fun?
fun?! I like to play. i am silly at times. i realize i have given up the idea of capitalization, and i acknowledge it's presence, but i am not in the mood to use it. THAT was a total side bar. i play a lot actually. the picture shows little me on halloween. i was a hot air balloon. [i'm hot, i breathe air, and i had balloons] sadly most people thought i was an easter basket, i just said basketcase. so i had to party that night right? i went to this random parking garage dance in provo. UVU students are crazier than i thought. it was an experience. life is filled with many a good one.

well i am tired of writing this nonesense. i want to go eat some thai with my bestest friend chelsie lou.

love you.
thanks for reading.

love

cyn kill beer. {i look like a duck, i am aware}


oh and i love this video. it makes me laugh for days...i am still laughing since i first watched it. and by the way the first time it is always a little frightening, give it a try.

:]
i'm old gregggg.